Alhamdulillah,thank you Allah

salam 'alayk

2 days under pressure of examination.exhausted

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1)MCQ- alhamdulillah

2)Short essay - Allah tahu apa yg ada d sebalik Q's pelik yg di tanya

3)OSCE - (coming )..lub dub..lub dub.semoga Allah permudahkan :)

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tapi serius,selesai jawab short essay,terasa beban yg berat selesai.walaupun soalan2 mmg tak d sangka keluar, case 1 n case 2 bole lah nak kate expected case walaupun sgt susah soalan,tapi unseen case.erghh..Allah,kami bergantung padaMu, Prostatic Carcinoma instead of BPH!!SENANG.tapi kenape soalan clinical years keluar dlm soalan 1st year??!please answer my Q!!unexpected!

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but when im asking myself :

" did I told myself that the grade in this test doesn’t determine my status in the Akhirah, the hereafter and  I didn’t question why I was getting so distressed."..

hmm...then?.lets thinking it back dude..

how terrible i am..

why did I get so distressed for things with the dunya so much ? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ?

why is this dunya so important for me ?

is this something between Heaven and Hell ? If I did receive an A, would that gain me rewards or would I gain Allaah’s love and pleasure ?


why didn’t I have full trust and conviction in Allaah ? I studied hard for the test and the rest is up to Allaah. Why was I getting so distressed about something of this dunya ? 


and i questioned myself again and again :

Did I ever act this way regarding my prayers ?

Did I ever act this way for the fact that I didn’t wear the complete hijab ?

Did I ever act this way because I didn’t honor my parents enough ?

Did I ever get this distressed because I don’t have enough knowledge of Islam? T_T

“And whosoever fears Allaah and keeps his duty to Him, He will make a way for him to get out (from every difficulty). And He will provide him from (sources) he never could imagine...” [al-Talaaq 65:2,3]. 

(credit to neddy)
  

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*thanx mum n dad for ur prayers n solat hajat for me.

*thanx to my beloved sibs that always encourages me.

*thanx for all of ur moral support,thank you very very very much

only Allah will pay it to you,all my dearies

wslm